Thursday 10 February 2011

Day 1

Im new to blogging & i seen a friend's blog & thought its worth giving ago so i can see how im doing but also let people see how i am doing.
As you can see i am a big person, ive not always been big, i dont no how heavy i am tho, but im in really big clothes & really embarssed about it, i wanna beable to fit into size 12.
I left school in June 2007 & havent done anything since, ive had a keyworker for about 2 years, shes ment to come get me out & about but doesnt come that often which makes me feel like shes embarssed to been seen with me.
I hardly go out, i mean when i do go out, i think everyone is judging me so i tend to stay indoors, i hate getting dressed, i feel more comfy in pjs which i think is to do with my size,
I would love to join slimming world but cant get to classes as i dont drive but im wanting help from other members of S.W on how to eat the right foods :)
I wanna beable to feel good about myself & be happy to go outside without thinking everyone is staring at me.
Ive been doing step up's but lately ive stopped & cant be arsed :( im sick of not having energy to do anything.
Just wanna say that the problem i have is drinking fizzy juice or eating crisps
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