Never thought about writing this on here so I decided too J , so I went to the hospital for a check-up about my kidney problems, I went with my sister as my mum wasn’t well, I was really nervous, so I went && told them I had arrived & went to the waiting room && my sister went up to the ward she works on && I was taken to get B/P, weight etc done, so once that was done I went back to sit down && then my sister came && was asking about my B/P but I forgot, so she came into the room with me when I was seeing the doctor && he was pretty nasty L he said that I eat too much salt, my B/P was really high but to be honest I think its because my mum wasn’t with me && I freaked out. So I came home, picked my niece up from school && my mum && sister was pure having ago, so I PUREE lost it, I wasn’t having them speaking about me like a was a child!!! I haven’t been so angry in YEARS! I don’t think they realise that I’m not a child && I’m nearly 2O, I found out that my mum said my sister HAD to come into the room with me, makes me so angry, I don’t want to be treated like a child! I’m sick of it.
Ive been out for ONE walk since 9th March, that’s because its been really snowy & im doing well on not eating salty crisps, im having “ salt && shake “ but without the salt.
I don’t think im eating as much as I used to, I think maybe the doctor scared me a bit && I have to see my doctor next week, they want me to see a diet person ( LOL) but apparently they are horrible so =/ we shall see! I’ll keep this up to date tho!
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Monday 14 March 2011
Thursday 10 February 2011
Day 1
Im new to blogging & i seen a friend's blog & thought its worth giving ago so i can see how im doing but also let people see how i am doing.
As you can see i am a big person, ive not always been big, i dont no how heavy i am tho, but im in really big clothes & really embarssed about it, i wanna beable to fit into size 12.
I left school in June 2007 & havent done anything since, ive had a keyworker for about 2 years, shes ment to come get me out & about but doesnt come that often which makes me feel like shes embarssed to been seen with me.
I hardly go out, i mean when i do go out, i think everyone is judging me so i tend to stay indoors, i hate getting dressed, i feel more comfy in pjs which i think is to do with my size,
I would love to join slimming world but cant get to classes as i dont drive but im wanting help from other members of S.W on how to eat the right foods :)
I wanna beable to feel good about myself & be happy to go outside without thinking everyone is staring at me.
Ive been doing step up's but lately ive stopped & cant be arsed :( im sick of not having energy to do anything.
Just wanna say that the problem i have is drinking fizzy juice or eating crisps
x
As you can see i am a big person, ive not always been big, i dont no how heavy i am tho, but im in really big clothes & really embarssed about it, i wanna beable to fit into size 12.
I left school in June 2007 & havent done anything since, ive had a keyworker for about 2 years, shes ment to come get me out & about but doesnt come that often which makes me feel like shes embarssed to been seen with me.
I hardly go out, i mean when i do go out, i think everyone is judging me so i tend to stay indoors, i hate getting dressed, i feel more comfy in pjs which i think is to do with my size,
I would love to join slimming world but cant get to classes as i dont drive but im wanting help from other members of S.W on how to eat the right foods :)
I wanna beable to feel good about myself & be happy to go outside without thinking everyone is staring at me.
Ive been doing step up's but lately ive stopped & cant be arsed :( im sick of not having energy to do anything.
Just wanna say that the problem i have is drinking fizzy juice or eating crisps
x
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